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Am i dead?My heart beats yet i can stop breathing for a day maybe a month i dont know i havent tried it
i dont eat as much now which worries me greatly
im frighten of my body and what i might do to it or with it
i feel insane
i have fresh skin yet if i touch a burning candle i will feel no pain if i cut my self with a sharp blade its the same thing no spilled blood no tears of pain
but the thing i can still feel is my emotios thats why im still thinking wether im dead or alive because the pain of a heartbreak stabs my heart deeply, the joy and fulfilling happiness of love makes my body feel like its capable of doing anything, the sadness that gets tears to shed from my eyes makes me fall into a weak stage of my body, the ringing migraines that anger brings to me.
so tell me...
am i dead?
or am i alive?
A scenario that kills the both of usAs he stood there happy with the love of his life that held his unborn child inside of her ready to meet the two lovers, they waited excitedly for their child’s arrival.
One day as the man was at work he got a call from his sister-in-law saying that his lovers water had broken and their child was on its way. After he hung up the phone he ran straight towards the hospital and made it an hour before she gave birth to their child. There he stood beside his beautiful wife holding her hand and comforting her after each contraction she had.
As she pushed and pushed she gave birth to their beautiful healthy baby girl, the nurses of course took the child to clean her and wrap her in a soft pink blanket. But what the lover didn’t notice while he was standing there beside his lover was that her hand had went suddenly quite cold and motionless...
He looked down at his beautiful lover… not feeling her soft grip onto his hand, the nurse passed him the child saying “congratu
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